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I’m not sure if this is the mating month for butterfly and moth but gosh i’ve been under "attack" for many many times a week… Maybe the butterfly and moth like me too much. Last week’s thur i was attack when i was brushing my teeth in the morning. Imagine how my toothbrush fly. Then, mon i was attack when we celebrated zahidah farewell in wings cafe ( embarassing menn) and the 2nd attack took place in the toilet (eiyeh the butterfly so hamsap 1)…  Yesterday i woke everyone up with my scream n today i brush my teeth in my uniform… All thanks to the moth…But everytime there is a hero to rescue me… not a prince in the shining armour but my own dad… U r the best dad… muaks muaks… ahhah

Wah sorry for so long nv blog… the main reason i cant blog coz i already stop working and the com at home ( the old 1) cant sign in to friendster. That was the history coz i got my new com today yay!! but it make a big hole in my pocket,… imagine using all the money i save from working to buy this com… wanna cry menn… ah i dunno where to start i got so many things to blog and so limited time my bro wanna use the com to test it as well…so i better pen down something and run before u all ask y i so long nv blog… gtg a while.. brb

i had a very very very weird dreams last nite. Take note DREAMS. Sigh i wonder how can i ever had 2 weird dreams at the same time. My 1st dream i saw a white glass coffin in a big hall. Quite elegant but to my horror i was the 1 INSIDE the coffin sleeping like a sleeping beauty. I was in a white long dress (like wanna kahwin pulak) . Then i saw many of my friends n relatives going around the coffin with a black rose in their hands. Some are weeping n some r really solemn. I can hear ppl saying things abt me n it really make me cry in my dream. That i really wish i can wake up n tell them i wasnt dead yet. I know it is juz a dream but it hurt me really bad inside. So if there is anything u want to tell me, tell me now . Dont wait till i am 6 feet under.

My second dream is just the opposite. Its abt bringing new life. I am PREGNANT in that dream. Crazy as i thought . How can i get pregnant when i’m not even married yet. Hmm this is even scarier than seeing me inside the coffin… Then i was in the hospital n delivered birth to a baby boy… I can really see how painfull that time n it really make me thankful to  my mom for having me. Aih but i just couldnt get a glimpse of my future husband face…

Did any1 have this kind of weird dream be4?

I’ve recently chatted with someone abt 10 years older. When i mentioned abt hospital, high court, grave yard, police station and so on, he said that this places are bad omen. For me not really…It all depends on how you think. At the 1st thought hospital will be related to death, high court will b associated with jail, grave yard-death,and police station-criminal. Well how abt thinking this way:-

* Hospital- new born baby that will be bringing those childless parents  hope

*High Court- a place that justice cann be prevailed to those who have been victim

*Grave yard- reunion to the extended family during Ching Ming and also meant that the younger generation respect to the deceased

*Police Station - where the  suvillian can seek help and protection.

So why should we be so streotype? Try think out of box.

Through out the 3 days holidays the only interesting day was on the sun. My niece woke me up early in the morning to get ready to go to my sis house in johor. I really dreaded to wake up since i slept around 22 in the morning after cooking next day breakfast… Wake up so early but only leave the house around 10 that is after getting 3 kids ready. Its really very very very troublesome to go out with children around. Poor thing all the adults only get to eat the breakfast in the car…And we have to fit 8 ppl into 1 proton… Imagine 2 hours journey can really kill me.I got really dizzy n dozz off a few minutes upon reaching there.Reach my sis house around 12.30 n i cant seem to walk properly. Got my eye tested. Aih… my power increase agn; right eye 400 n left 275… shit… but the good news is i will a new spec…yay!! Got a lil bit of rest after getting all the kids to sleep *phew*  Then my bro brought my eldest nephew and niece to the play ground ( i oso follow la wat to do) . And all 4 ( i really mean 4 that include the 2 big buffoloes) played see saw… hahah the ppl there juz look at me n my bro ( ithink they nv see adult play see saw be4). Around 6 we hit the road agn n its raining.. This time is much better coz all were too tired to move in the car. Stop by in Muar n we had our dinner there ( yum yum the soup is really nice… wanna eat agn!!) Reach Mlc around 9… Got a call frm anna that she’ll b fetching me in 10 minutes time… its really a marathon.. Its really nice to see some friends at sharen’s hse. ( sharen if u r reading this thanks yah).. Sigh duno when can meet them agn.. All of us seems to go separate ways ady.. I’m sure gonna miss the good old days in sch.

Feeling weak now since my dinner y’day was only an apple hoping that the vitamin c will boost my immune system to fight the faulty naughty bacteria that cause me flu. Talking seems to be torturing with this sore throat.Moreover, i have to ans the phone in  the office (sigh with thi hoarse voice i have to shout in the phone). Some client today is really driving me up the wall. One of the them cant even understand whats the meaning of reference no or no rujukan. I spend almost half an hour explaining that to him, By the end of the conversation i lost my voice entirely ( must buy strepsil soon). Luckily i got a chinese sour plum with me now. Then another client came without informing us earlier. So here i go again searching the whole office for her file but it ended up the letter was juz a notice. =.- Then there is this pervert delivery courier man that keep staring at me when i bend down to sign the acknowledgement letter ( i didnt notice that until my collegue told me… chicken b**t***)…

Hmm let me start with wat’s my mom’s reaction when she 1st saw me… Yep u guess it she went " whoa". I cant blame her though coz i’ve to the extreme..hahha 1st in December i’ve cut a lil bit too spiky which my hair can stand without using gel ( think of the ads :still standing?) and now the hair cut i got is extremely goody goody kind especially when i put down all my fringe… I still think i look weird coz i’m quite used to long fringe like the one in the pic. But amy who brought me there said it look ok on me…(Thanks amy for your time and petrol..heheh) So does the hair dresser. He say i have high forehead (hainan mah) n big eyes (u think so? neh…) So now have to get use to it lah…I’ll try to get my newest pic ,k..heheh but dun laugh yah…

This post is especially dedicated to my dearest friend Zahidah and i hope she will read it today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAHIDAH!!

p/s remember u told us u wanna celebrate your birthday in Mcd?

Hi, i’m back…i didnt expect that ppl are reading this.. cool so here are more to come.

Yesterday nite was the 1st time i drove in the town after i got my car license abt 1 n a half month. And yes this time i’m driving a wira which is much bigger than the kancil i used to drive… Let me describe to you the whole journey; i drove frm melaka raya  back to my house after supper. My bro in law is beside me n behind is my sis,dad,mom n my niece. When the car start moving my sis start to say,’faster,faster behind car is coming" . When i reaching the traffic light this is wat they say:

1. dad- free the gear tekan brek

2. mom- eh red light ady

3. sis- eh dun break suddenly ah

4.bro in law- keep the right lane

Actually there is more… but i my main objective telling all this is to show my family is worst then the jpj test. I was wondering am I a bad driver? Hey but how can u explain i pass my jpj the 1st time i take the test ( reminder no bribery is involved). The only person who kept quite the whole journey is my niece who usually create havoc (believe it?). Btw wira is really very low n i cant get a comfortable position (yep i’m admitting i’m short). And everytime there is a bumper i have to go realllllllly realllllly slow…(whoa thank god nv mati engine)

Today morning go to work like normal. Have a lot of work to be completed.However by late morning everything is done n there is pratically nothing 4 me to type… So i open a mail sent by my unc frm s’pore which entitle fwd: Important do not delete It actually works. Its actually a mail that bring the receiver a good luck if he/she forward it to 10 ppl. Believe or not i send it to more then 10 person n wish that i can get a scholarship. Around 4 something i receive a call frm an unknown no. N voila i was informed that i got a scholarship from sedaya international college (RM24,665) in pshcology course. Miracle? I hope there is more miracle coming…heheh

Hi everyone… Welcome to my blog.. This is the first time i blogged juz hope you ppl dun get bored yah.. Anyway i’m still in my office not yet finish my lunch time… Sigh its darn hot outside sweating here like i juz finish running a marathon. I think thats all for now… Will write soon when i have a better idea of wat to write. psst my boss is back gtg