Archive for July, 2006

Long time

Friday, July 7th, 2006

Its been long since i’ve blogged. Cant really blame me i’m deprived of time. Lets see how long do i have till stpm perhaps roughly 3 months. Thinking of the date give me the chill. Even the normal test or exam in sch gives me the fright. Cant believe i’m experiencing the feeling i had during spm. Those sleepless nite is really torturing. All the maths formula are all playin ur brain n u just cant shut them out.. Urg that kind of feeling just visited me last exam… Making me look no different frm a zombie or mayb this zombie is more educated 1. Sign of stress?? mayb but just during the exam period (normal rite?) but other than that i still on9 like usual, play badminton, chat.. Just dunno wat went wrong. So other than that things are still under control i guess (n hopefully they will stay it that way or improve in certain area). So still hv to tolerate with the mundane life of mine for around 4-5 months n then out i go to the world outside which is full of tricks n traps, no more protection no more babysitting… Have some plans behind my mind rite now but usually cant accomplish all ( 1st of all go kai kai, learn some mandarin, go for dancing class (ok dont laugh) n of coz work to earn some money..). For now i just have to cross my finger and wish for the best…