Archive for November, 2005

Port dickson here i come!!

Sunday, November 6th, 2005

Yay!! at last we settle down with a destination to go after much of discussion. At 1st we are supposed to go to cameron but due to rainy season we change our plan. So next week hopefully we can go to pd. I’m really excited ;imagine a bunch of 25 ppl include a teacher spending time there on the beach and bbq at nite… whoa my saliva is dripping now..hahaha.. after a nite spend in pd we’ll b heading to sunway pulak.. yay another place i’m looking forward to go. But the saddest part is not every1 in l6sc4 is willing to go… Any1 frm my class reading this b4 the trip pls pls i beg u pls go.. we need at least 25 ppl coz we are rentinga small bus. I’ll assure u’ll have the most unforgettble trip ever..

Wat will be will be

Sunday, November 6th, 2005

When i was such a lil gal i ask my mother wat will i be, will i be pretty will i b rich, heres wat she said to me…

Ever heard of this song before? Mayb there is underlying msg in that song. I’ve always wanting to be some1 lately. Even some1 i might not be. Mayb this is a pert of growing up experience. I’m trying hard to find my own identity. Some traits or capability that will remind ppl abt me. But after much of self examination, found out that i’m actually good at ntg… how pathetic is that,huh… frm sports to studies i dont think i shine in any of this. I’m not good in chemistry nor bio nor maths.. mayb average but excel in that i dont think so. Let go to my sports, in primary sch the 1st sport that i join in gimnastic ( surprising huh) but it didnt last long though. Then i move to net ball and running for sch. It didnt get anywhere except that ppl commented i run like a cartoon. At last i join tae kwan do until i was in f3. But i still didnt get my black belt till now..i was in swimming club ever since f3 till f5 but i still scared of water. gees i’m really a typical jack of all traders and master of none. wat abt other skills u may ask. When i sing it rains heavily(funny huh, but its true u know!!), dancing … neh although i love but talented in it nolar, acting?? i wouldnt get an acedemy award.. So the question is wat am i really GOOD at?

You’ll be suprise if i tell u after watching a movie, i sort of dont care abt that question anymore. U’ll b asking wat type of movie that have make such a big impact in my thinking.No its not a documentary neither it is a autobiography. Its a simple movie yet it carry a heavy moral value and the movie is "13 going on 30" which i only manage to watch lately ( i know i’m a bit lapuk). Well every1 is unique in their own way. No point b some1 else but u r not happy. Wat is important is not how others see u but how u see yourself and how u carry yourself in the society. If u dont even respect urself its hard for others to look up upon u.I know its easy for me to say here but it takes time for me to really practice that kind of thinking. I hope that 1 day i can prove that i really dont mind how ppl look at me anymore. Just hope that 1 day it really happen that way.