Life like this/.. craps
Monday, August 22nd, 2005Your heart beating fast against your chest, twinkling sensation thats hard to explain and your face as red as tomato when looking straight to persons eye. Have you experience this kind of situation before? I had. Not once but twice. Falling in love can be a good thing for some people. I yearn for that kind of feeling again. But the thought of being hurt again send chill down my spine. It takes two to tango; thats the hardest part of all. It is either you like someone, or that someone likes you. It is hardly both party likes each other. I tried forcing myself liking someone but it never work. Instead i hurt the other party even worst.I’ve gone through many things;good or bad,u name it. The dark memory is always in my mind no matter how long the time has pass nor how happy i am today. Its easier to forgive but to forget its another thing all together. Life can never be fair. The amount you give will never determine how much you will get in return. The higher hope you have the greater the dissapointment you’ll have. The conclusion is so easy that is never to fall in love.But human are humans; so ignorance and naive. Yet again they’ll repeat their mistake again . I guess that is how human mature, they fall n they climb up to their feet again. Today i realise that i miss someone so dearly again.